tomorrow's a holiday!
im so glad i can see my caregroup tmr and study tgt with them! :D
man, i really really love my caregroup. (:

haha today wasn't a very good day.
to cut the story short..

- i was seriously thinking of dropping amaths but after discussing with people i think i'll trust God for a miracle

- im going to take emaths tuition on wednesdays ( 3 or 4 lessons only, haha)

- i felt super discouraged by my teacher today.
for my prelims my teacher said i didnt study, but i did. he said i lacked practice, so i went to practice. when i gave him my work to mark, he looked very unhappy with my work. haha i dont blame my teacher for feeling upset with my work if it was really that bad... but at that point of time i felt super discouraged cos i gave my best and yet it still wasnt good enough.

-home isnt really that peaceful and conducive place to be at times. haha.





you know, i felt like giving up.
i felt so discouraged and i think im stressed.
but you know what?
im not going to dwell in this.
despite all the obstacles that are in my way, im still going to give my best.
my God is a mightyyyyyy God!



if God wasn't real, i wouldnt bother spending my time committing to church. SERIOUSLY.
trust me, i wont spend my time committing to something that isnt worth my blood,sweat and tears.
yet, i commit so much to church because i know God exists. sometimes i feel that i fail terribly as a christian.
im not perfect, i fail many times, but i'll strive to be like jesus. (:
Precisely because God is real, i'll commit my entire O's preparations to him and trust that whatever the result is eventually, i'll still give thanks.
haha it takes alot of faith to say this, what more to do it..
then again i'll put my faith in whom i know is almighty and all powerful.
I may not see the results anytime soon, i may not have things turn out the way i expect them to be. However, circumstances dont change the fact that God still is faithful, that God is still sovereign. i'll keep my eyes fixed on the big picture! :D






thank you God for sending people to brighten up my life and to encourage me.
namely:
-My hot sexy beautiful loving you-name-it-we-will-strive-to-have-it cg for the life we are gg thru tgt!! :D
-marissa for always encouraging me by telling me not to give up yet and encouraging me with stories from ppl, haha i appreciate you loads!
-shirls for being a great teacher for many subjects(hehe) and brightening my day by being in your own world at times
-jerrica for singing songs with actions with me and brightening my day with all the random stuffs you do and laughing with me
- jacq for being a great shepherd, source of encouragement, a great friend, a great leader, thanks for the prayers and manymany more!

yeah and manymany more!!
:D
JIAYOUUUUU.